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Jul 7, 2014 16:58:48 GMT
Post by princess on Jul 7, 2014 16:58:48 GMT
I feel so fed up Im on the verge of tears Ive lived like this for nearily 9 years now Ive put up with your lie's Ive accepted your not gonna do it again crap But why am i still not strong enough to say The morgage is in my name so fook off its my house my kids deserve better i wanna be happy i wanna win the lottery (lol) i need space i need time i need to get a life i just need a hug  |
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Jul 7, 2014 21:07:20 GMT
Post by GateKeeper on Jul 7, 2014 21:07:20 GMT
Your only human Your fed up because you want change ,
Emotions will run very high its been a long time for you ,
I think your standing on your fine line of change but your afraid of the change ,
May i sugest a pampering go get your hair cut or nails done go get some you time Maybe even go to a family mewmbers for a night or few days when you step back you come back with fresh eyes new look on things you realy sound like you need a break aw (((((((((((( HUGS )))))))))))))
Peace & Love
GateKeeper
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Jul 7, 2014 21:54:24 GMT
Post by princess on Jul 7, 2014 21:54:24 GMT
hugs gatekeeper
Yes i agree with what you said
and yes i def need to just get away even like you said for a night
i feel change the energies are changing around me to
ok tell ya truth
i reaily feel like i need to just start walking and let my feet take me to where i need to be ...
if you get what i mean...
I went for a walk in the woods the other day wow i felt so good as i was grounded and i felt normal just for a while but then i walked by in my house to the same old
i nearily never walked back in
but i did i had to
i know things cant keep going on like this
but to be honest im scared
Its funny i see the future for everyone else but wow when it comes to mine im way to frieghtened
lol
i def do go on sorry
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Post by GateKeeper on Jul 8, 2014 22:43:49 GMT
Dont be daft your doing exactly what your supposed to ive done exactly the same but usualy i end up at a spiritual place or like last time for some reason i ended up in a church .
Me and churches dont get on lol but i did it ive been back to truro cathedral a few times now each toime i get a cleansing of thoughts its what youve done walking through the woods .
Little secret of mine i go for such a long walk my legs feel like there falling off it helps me to reground and center its what you done .
Peace & Love .
GateKeeper
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Jul 8, 2014 22:49:14 GMT
Post by princess on Jul 8, 2014 22:49:14 GMT
Hugs Thank you Gatekeeper When i wrote this i never thought any one would be on to answer it and i do normaly deal with just writing it down and then forget or try to but you do make sense and im glad you did answer me saves me from feeling slightly nutty for writing it to start with lmao on another note how do i add picture to here as i would like a better picture than cartoon person lol |
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Jul 12, 2015 23:25:53 GMT
Post by GateKeeper on Jul 12, 2015 23:25:53 GMT
If you give it to me ile put it up for you or ad it from your comp theres a thing to ad one
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