Post by GateKeeper on Feb 5, 2013 0:33:27 GMT
The spiritual path is not an easy path .
It has many ups and downs it completely turns your life around.
I personally think that what we thought is or was our life’s before the awakening was a life that was full of blindness and ego
Since I was a child of about 7 , I would hear my name called , see things walk past doorways and see many things from the corner of my eyes .
My parents one day was worried as I was ill in bed and I wasn’t moaning and groaning .
Mum said to dad paul’s quiet I'm gonna go check on him so she came to my room opened the door so see me sleeping with an old lady sitting next to me with her hand on me in spirit .
Mum couldn't believe it closed the door and got my dad .
Mum opened the door again the lady was still there but this time turned round smiled put one finger to her mouth and said shhhhh mum and dad closed the door as they said she wasn’t there to hurt me.
I knew nothing of this till years later.
Growing older as a child I would astral travel but I think I had a fear of heights as I wouldn’t go very high lol .
I would go to many places even places around the area Ive never been at that point which later in life would go regular on foot .
I always remember drifting off at school looking at the playground with purple and blue trailing colors when I would drift off in daydreams
It went on and on but seemed to stop just off and on until I was in my 20s
My awakening was when I was 30 years of age .
It all started with me keep seeing a hand coming towards my face for a month never slapping me but I would bob and weave out of the way I used to be a boxer when I was younger.
Then I started to see a feather a foot and a half in size go past me a few times a day with this hand coming towards me.
Within a couple of weeks later I started to see a little girl playing boo in the hall way a few more weeks passed and the little girl would show herself more and more .
There was one night I thought I would ignore her and to my surprise she came forward she stood right next to me I still acted like I couldn't see her so she stood in front of the screen it went Grey real dark .
I said to the girl come on now I cant see the screen come and sit with me if you want . she then moved and sat by my lap then disappeared maybe she was just wanting my attention
After that happened I wanted to know more and more I knew nothing
So I started adding mediums and to be honest I found not many was interested in helping me it took me over a week before I found people that could give me advice .
The best thing was the simplest thins I was told and that was to place a gold band around my head and thank god but it must be from the heart And within 3 days I should have a result .
And sure enough I did within a day 12 hours .
I had a shadow person come forward .
I'm not saying these are bad spirits but however there energy is so strong and a totally different level to anything Ive ever experienced since .
I felt like I was drifting up feet first ( I wasn’t grounded ).
I was rolling back on myself similar to astral traveling .
I had no control of my body and this shadow person was getting closer and closer I really didn’t like it I was feeling sick badly .
I needed to go to the toilet thinking it would go big mistake no it just seemed to come quicker.
In the end I done the only thing I knew how to and that was to zip from head to foot in a cloak.
I was lucky it worked .
Since then 7 years ago its changed altogether .
That was my awakening What was yours .
please post on the forum so your answers can be archived for others that are learn from you to
Many thanks
Peace & love
gatekeeper
It has many ups and downs it completely turns your life around.
I personally think that what we thought is or was our life’s before the awakening was a life that was full of blindness and ego
Since I was a child of about 7 , I would hear my name called , see things walk past doorways and see many things from the corner of my eyes .
My parents one day was worried as I was ill in bed and I wasn’t moaning and groaning .
Mum said to dad paul’s quiet I'm gonna go check on him so she came to my room opened the door so see me sleeping with an old lady sitting next to me with her hand on me in spirit .
Mum couldn't believe it closed the door and got my dad .
Mum opened the door again the lady was still there but this time turned round smiled put one finger to her mouth and said shhhhh mum and dad closed the door as they said she wasn’t there to hurt me.
I knew nothing of this till years later.
Growing older as a child I would astral travel but I think I had a fear of heights as I wouldn’t go very high lol .
I would go to many places even places around the area Ive never been at that point which later in life would go regular on foot .
I always remember drifting off at school looking at the playground with purple and blue trailing colors when I would drift off in daydreams
It went on and on but seemed to stop just off and on until I was in my 20s
My awakening was when I was 30 years of age .
It all started with me keep seeing a hand coming towards my face for a month never slapping me but I would bob and weave out of the way I used to be a boxer when I was younger.
Then I started to see a feather a foot and a half in size go past me a few times a day with this hand coming towards me.
Within a couple of weeks later I started to see a little girl playing boo in the hall way a few more weeks passed and the little girl would show herself more and more .
There was one night I thought I would ignore her and to my surprise she came forward she stood right next to me I still acted like I couldn't see her so she stood in front of the screen it went Grey real dark .
I said to the girl come on now I cant see the screen come and sit with me if you want . she then moved and sat by my lap then disappeared maybe she was just wanting my attention
After that happened I wanted to know more and more I knew nothing
So I started adding mediums and to be honest I found not many was interested in helping me it took me over a week before I found people that could give me advice .
The best thing was the simplest thins I was told and that was to place a gold band around my head and thank god but it must be from the heart And within 3 days I should have a result .
And sure enough I did within a day 12 hours .
I had a shadow person come forward .
I'm not saying these are bad spirits but however there energy is so strong and a totally different level to anything Ive ever experienced since .
I felt like I was drifting up feet first ( I wasn’t grounded ).
I was rolling back on myself similar to astral traveling .
I had no control of my body and this shadow person was getting closer and closer I really didn’t like it I was feeling sick badly .
I needed to go to the toilet thinking it would go big mistake no it just seemed to come quicker.
In the end I done the only thing I knew how to and that was to zip from head to foot in a cloak.
I was lucky it worked .
Since then 7 years ago its changed altogether .
That was my awakening What was yours .
please post on the forum so your answers can be archived for others that are learn from you to
Many thanks
Peace & love
gatekeeper
