Post by GateKeeper on Nov 20, 2012 13:26:57 GMT
How can somthing that was so right go so wrong even through the bad times I changed from being a complete twat to a genuine bloke that’s learnd by hes mistakes .
To look at the person you have loved and still do and get nothing only coldness .
I suppose when loves gone its gone for a person you see them going about there buisnes like normal but nothings normal not when your dieing to hold them dieing to tell them you love them and when you do to be ignored or they shrug there shoulders .
Or at night you try to hold there hand to be told no why should I hold your hand .
It boils down to one thing if loves gone then its gone no matter what you try or do that’s it you have to move on .
The coldness you get from them is horrible indeed each time its like your being torn apart with bare hands I wouldent wish it upon anyone not even my worst enemy .
this has taught me one of the biggest lessons in life and im never gonna go down this road again be it with the wife or with another
never let anything or anyone get in between your relationship my downfall was drink then as I changed was helping people in all that time I helped so many it never helped me because in return it drove us more apart every day .
it changes the strongest of people into things there not sure of it turns them into a bag of emotions hurt is a hard thing to get over as it comes and comes and comes but I suppose in the end of it all the hurt gets to the point of not hurting as much anymore and stopping .
I say this because ive done this before but I was grieving then this is slightly different .
They say you never know what you got till you lose it and its so true you wouldent believe it a marriage with 5 children .
A home life that’s worth more than all the money in the world yes a familys hard work but you cant by that with any type of money it takes time and effort and lots of give and take .
I was a fool with the things I done don’t end up in my shoes still in the same house still seeing the wife everyday still longing for things to change .
When realy all im doing is kidding myself trying to make a marriage work and theres nothing from the otherside they got there life they got there friends yet im here all alone talking to a computer screen .
Says it all realy hey
To look at the person you have loved and still do and get nothing only coldness .
I suppose when loves gone its gone for a person you see them going about there buisnes like normal but nothings normal not when your dieing to hold them dieing to tell them you love them and when you do to be ignored or they shrug there shoulders .
Or at night you try to hold there hand to be told no why should I hold your hand .
It boils down to one thing if loves gone then its gone no matter what you try or do that’s it you have to move on .
The coldness you get from them is horrible indeed each time its like your being torn apart with bare hands I wouldent wish it upon anyone not even my worst enemy .
this has taught me one of the biggest lessons in life and im never gonna go down this road again be it with the wife or with another
never let anything or anyone get in between your relationship my downfall was drink then as I changed was helping people in all that time I helped so many it never helped me because in return it drove us more apart every day .
it changes the strongest of people into things there not sure of it turns them into a bag of emotions hurt is a hard thing to get over as it comes and comes and comes but I suppose in the end of it all the hurt gets to the point of not hurting as much anymore and stopping .
I say this because ive done this before but I was grieving then this is slightly different .
They say you never know what you got till you lose it and its so true you wouldent believe it a marriage with 5 children .
A home life that’s worth more than all the money in the world yes a familys hard work but you cant by that with any type of money it takes time and effort and lots of give and take .
I was a fool with the things I done don’t end up in my shoes still in the same house still seeing the wife everyday still longing for things to change .
When realy all im doing is kidding myself trying to make a marriage work and theres nothing from the otherside they got there life they got there friends yet im here all alone talking to a computer screen .
Says it all realy hey
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