Holding On To Pain

[GateKeeper]

For years i said i needed the pain i held inside it was my pain it made me stronger it was mine only to bare but you know what i was so wrong so so wrong the pain i was holding was only stopping me being who im supposed to be holding on to things for so long got me thinking that because of the pain i hold i didnt want others to feel it i was also blind in a way to those who are close to me so wrapped up in helping everyone else and i mean anyone that needed it i would be there that i never looked closer to home i never sorted or even tried to sort out the pain im feeling i mean come on yes ive helped so many but how can i help others if i cant help myself I have things to do I know that much everything that’s happened over the last year has all been leading up to this now its time to try to put things right again its time to go back right back to a place where I was blanking out its gona take some time but theres no escaping it for me to move forward I must go back ive not posted for replys to me ive posted for all to see that sometimes you must go back to actualy move forward


Peace & Love

(GateKeeper )